Sensitivity, Unity & Oneness

Why is all this happening?

A couple of years ago I was told I’ve done this before, we all have, in prior lifetimes. Perhaps playing a different part but we have been here before, chose to forget and now it’s time to remember the truth. This time, we are making different choices. Choices that are promoting and inviting change. Transforming both Individually and Collectively. As Carolyn Myss states “what is in the one is in the whole”. So when I heal and transform so do you and vice versa. And on some level, what one does affects the whole because we are all connected.

The past couple of weeks have been challenging. I can feel the pain of the planet. I can feel it moving through me, a weight and heaviness. As my body is processing and releasing, which has not felt good at times, even with all my practices I’m feeling it all. The difference now is I’m aware of what is happening on the micro and macro level and the necessity of it all. Self care has to be ramped up. For me this includes a list of go to practices, deep breaths throughout the day, meditation, Reiki, Tapping/EFT, Kundalini Yoga, walks outside, journaling, rest, even just pausing for a moment to notice what I’m feeling, and more. I do these practices to feel more balanced and to embody more of a state of well-being. Being gentle with myself and understanding this is a part of ascension.

As the great awakening continues we become more aware and more sensitive to embody the 5th dimensional Unity Conciousness (Christ Consciousness). If you look at your pets that you love so much, they have heightened sensitivity as a survival mechanism (an acute sense of smell, hearing, they can feel the vibration of thunder, of a storm coming way before we do). As do we, but as humans this is not just for survival but will allow us to connect and create in ways we may never have thought possible. And although this sensitivity can feel like a burden at times it is also one of our greatest super powers.

You will be able to use the subtle senses to tap into others in a way that unites us. We already feel each others pain, happiness, joy, sadness, fear, etc which allows us to have more compassion for each other. But without having an understanding of this we easily become overwhelmed by all that we feel.

I do my practices to be able to bring balance to my nervous system to be able to handle the heightened sensitivity that I experience and understand the volume will be turning up over the next couple of years. So I want to continue to raise my vibration to be in alignment with the energy of abundance, gratitude, joy, love. Being sensitive allows me to read people’s energy (with permission of course), be able to travel through time, travel to other planes of consciousness, connect with others on a soul level and connect with souls that have left the physical plane as well. I gain clarity and the ability to discern, what is truth and what is false. To be able to know my energy versus anothers that has entered into my field. These are tools we will all need to remember (or learn) for our survival. This will no longer be optional.

If you need help to gain clarity, to heal your mind, body and spirit, to bring balance to the whole self, then please reach out. Book a Reiki session or card reading. Find support, healthy ways to navigate and adapt during these times of ascension. It may feel brutal at times but there are ways to give yourself the much needed self care and balance that your soul is guiding you to.

Card for the Week of 9/14/20

YouTube Video-Card of the Week

The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

Empress- Fertility– This is a time of birthing something new. This poem I wrote to express the feelings of birthing the New Earth.

I am no longer just me.

I am the Earth.

I am the animals.

I am the space between words, between the density.

I am the wind. I am fire. I am water. I am the Ether.

I am the Elements of the planet. I am the Universe.

Within every particle, I am within it. I am the light of the world.

No separation, true connection goes beyond just words but a true experience. Unity.

I am the master of the past, present and future. Time re-imagined.

I create the new that I am.

We are all taking part in this creation of birthing a new reality, a New Earth.

Full Moon Message

All are surrounded by the support of the higher realms and are able to tap into the innate Divine Intelligence that is within all. As events continue to unfold so may arise strong feelings of confusion, anger, hate, and fear. Those that project this narrative, we ask you to question the possible agendas behind this illusion. But even these Groups are here to assist with the much needed change that all are going through (even if their intentions are not pure in nature). And, yes humanities best interest may not be on the fore front of their agendas but it does help to unveil the polarity and duality which is in all the faces of humanity. We continue to guide you and you are being asked to question, question all that you hear from all outside sources, all that is being told to you, even question this channel, for only you know what truth feels like.

As fear is continuing to be released to allow for loving energy into the lives of all, that love already exist, here and now, know that you are receiving support from the invisible realms, the souls of those that have passed on, to assist in the great awakening of humanity during what is being called the Golden Age, look to the relationships within your life as mirrors reflecting back to you what energy you have been putting out and know there is support everywhere.

This is an abundant Universe, remember that. All that is coming into your life now is to support you and help you. So shift your perception to that of love, joy, peace, harmony and Unity. And remember we are always here to support you. Call us in and ask for help from your team of Angels, Guides and Ascended Masters. Open your heart and allow your heart to be your true guide. For your intuitive nature is blossoming as we speak and your heart it will never fail you or steer you wrong.

Card for the Week of 8/31/20

YouTube Video-Card &Message for the Week

The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

Ace of Air– Destiny and Fate, the law of Karma, powerful forces of transformation at work, Synchronicity. The Element of Air relates to our thoughts, mind and subconscious. What powerful seeds have been planted?

Meaningful coincidences and forces beyond my human control are operating in my life now for the highest good! Things are happening now with great velocity. I can express quick results that will lead me forward with excellent information.

Make sure to check out my last podcast episode at https://anchor.fm/vivian-hawker where I talk about our emotions, psychic abilities, and how we can create our destiny. I’m being told the message from that podcast will help during this week of the Full Moon Energy in Pisces. Our psychic abilities and Intuitive nature is really blossoming at this time. Please call on the Universe for assistance and guidance to help is this great awakening.

New Moon Message 7/20/2020

Action. Follow your intuition before it makes sense. (The Starseed Oracle by Rebecca Campbell)

You’re being called to take grounded action in response to your soul’s calling. To start where you are and begin building in a consistent way. So many people stop themselves from living a soul-led life because they’re waiting to know the destination before taking the first step. But intuition doesn’t work like that. Our soul is always calling us, every moment of every day.

The way to find yourself living in harmony with the cosmos is to listen to your soul’s baby calls and whisphers each and every day, and to take grounded action in the direction of those calls and whispers. You’re being encouraged to start small. Bite-sized! To put one foot in front of the other. To do one thing every day. To break things down into achievable tasks.

Time on Earth goes slower than on other planets. This may cause frustration for Starseeds, who can expect a faster pace of manifestation and thus give up before the seeds begin to sprout. If you resonate with that, it’s time to opt for consistency over urgency. Time to take baby steps in the direction of your calling. To remember that you don’t need to have it all figured out or know exactly where the path is leading you. You don’t have to know every single step along the way before you set out on your great journey. You just need to take the next step.

Startseed Soul Inquiry: What’s one simple baby step you can take in the direction of your soul’s calling?

Card Reading (9/12/2019)

(The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid)

After my morning practice I asked for a message that is for the highest good of all and I love this story the Universe is telling us in this three card reading. (Card 1: Where are we now, Card 2: What actions are in motion and Card 3: Where we are headed). The perfection of the Universe and how there is a Divine time and order to everything, even what we may perceive as the most insignificant details are significant in their own way. The Universe continues to amaze me and I am constantly reminded just how Divinely guided we all are.

Hierophant (Spiritual practices). This card has repeatedly come up several times recently and has to do with our commitment to our spiritual practices. When we have daily practices that assist us not only in our daily lives to live in more peace, joy and a more balanced life but it also helps to keep us connected to our higher power. When we can co-create with a higher power it is evident in our lives as Spirit/ the Universe will bring forth synchronicity and an added ease felt in life as if everything is going our way.

9 of Air (Shifting negative self-talk to self-compassion, from fear to possibility, a call to faith). This card compliments and goes so well with the first card. As we do our daily practices in connection with the Divine we are taking time to release fears, doubts, insecurities and transmuting those difficult fearful energies into more love, compassion, possibility and deepening our faith. We become more gentle with ourselves knowing many fears are a false story waiting to let go of us. During our practices it gives us space to allow the Universe to assist us with this releasing process which in turn shows us the limitless possibilities that we have access to here and now. And helps us to connect to the truth of who we really are.

Fortune’s Wheel (where Destiny meets synchronicity). This is the icing on the cake and completes the story that Spirit is trying to tell us in this reading. Once again as we commit to practices, we release fear and open ourselves to the loving possibilities to be brought into alignment with our Destiny. Knowing the Universe has our back. This natural give and take, ebb and flow, shows us our commitment to practices, releases the false fearful stories that then we can build on that loving Universal Energetic Momentum where everything seems to fit and we are shown just how connected we are. The dots are so connected and we are in perfect alignment with the All that is, our highest self and our Destiny begins to show itself to us. It unfolds effortlessly and easily. As it may seem almost too easy and becomes so obvious. This is when synchronicity really gets fun and then we are reminded of why we’ve made a commitment to ourselves, the Universe, our daily practices to begin with.

I absolutely loved these messages. The above are my own interpretations of the meaning behind the cards but very similar to what is provided by Colette Baron-Reid. I hope you too are able to receive a little extra guidance today from this reading. And if you would like to see more intuitive readings or are interested in your own card reading comment below or you may direct message me.

Celebrate theDivineFeminine (May the Month of Mary)

To all my beautiful perfect women and girls on the Planet. My sisters. I hope you know how loved you are, how powerful you are, how perfect you are, how whole and complete you are just as you are. May you find solace in knowing that this a time for us to rejoice, to come together, to stand fully in our soul’s truth.

I have a connection with the Divine Mother and although I thought this connection began with my awakening, this connection has always been there. On so many occasions the room would fill with the smell of roses, the way her loving presence showed me how I was already embodying the Divine, the way she whispered ” Go within and you will find purpose”. I would be awoken at night to her speaking to me, bringing me from fear to love in a quickness. Her reassurance that everything will be okay and to always remember “You are my daughter and I Love you more than you know”. Her presence is powerful and over flowing with unconditional love. We are all connected to her and many other powerful, loving Goddesses, Masters, women that have pathed the way for us now. To fully embody what it is to be a beautiful Divine Being in form.

I used to say the Lord’s prayer every night and at some point it began to dawn on me that as I did the sign of the cross “in the name of the father, the son and the holy spirit” the Mother was missing??? This baffled me so I would add “in the name of the father , the son, the holy spirit and the Divine Mother”. I could feel a shift take place that brought up feelings around how women of the past were treated (seemed to be left out, or at least in the Catholic Religion that I grew up with, there is little mention of women). We all have a gift of intuition and as a woman if you feel shame around it, most likely you were considered very powerful and a threat due to your gifts of creativity, to using your inner knowing. Around this time last year I had past life experiences come up, of men coming after me, wanting to take my power away. Experiences of feeling and watching from the eyes of Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene as they watched beloved Jesus on the cross. I felt their pain, their sadness and saw through the eyes of Jesus as well as he watched his mother and his beloved watch his soul leave his body. When I asked, “Why am I seeing this?, how could I be seeing and feeling this?” I was told to stop crucifying myself. Stop beating myself up for my past, for who I am, all the guilt and shame I had built around being a feminine woman, around sex, around my body, around motherhood, in so many ways I was crucifying myself over and over and over again. If we are not aware of another way, another option than we do what we are conditioned to do but there is a place within us all that knows what is truth.

This is why it is so important to become conscious, to ask questions, to know what our motives are around our actions. Is is old programming, old teachings that taught us if we are in a woman’s body, we are lesser than? That taught us that there can’t be a healthy balance of both the masculine and feminine energy that is within all of us. Within each of us, we in form can embody both and celebrate both of these energies equally, as well as the gender we have taken on in this lifetime. All I know is as I become more and more aware, I can now look at my husband and celebrate his strengths and look at myself and celebrate mine as a woman.

I hope every women knows how worthy she is of love and can love herself with great grace, beauty and wisdom. And the hope that every man respects women and can see the great power she holds and the power we gain as we work together and not against each other.

Last year as I was doing a lot of inner healing a moment that I felt I didn’t know where to turn I prayed, the light began to get really bright and almost change color, as the room had a golden hue. I picked up a pen and began to write, my heart expanded so big I felt I was in the center of it and as I did I smelled roses. This is the message from Mother Mary that I received to help heal the inner child:

I want to release her of any fear and sadness by asking her Angels of the love and light to surround her with the light of pure Divine Love, to Zero her out of all that does not server her, all that does not belong to her, to allow her to breathe, with every in breath expanding the love within, directly connected to the purest form of love, bliss, joy.  Knowing this is the sweet spot, her birthright, to be able to connect directly to source, to connect with her higher power, surrounded and protected with pure Divine light at all times.  Until I can show her how to do this on her own to empower, cleanse and uplift her.  As her Divine Mother, she is released of all guilt, worry, shame, doubt, negativity, into the light to allow her Divine team of the light to dissolve all negativity, transmuted into pure positive loving energy.  Grounded in her truth of who she really is, a beautiful, confident, loving being of light herself, a diamond star that shines bright.

Are you living on Autopilot?

Audio from my inner guidance system regarding living on autopilot

Ask yourself this question; Am I living on autopilot? How often are you truly present? Do you pride yourself as being the ultimate multitasker? Juggling multiple things at once but always feeling in a state of chaos, stress, depleted and defeated. When did it become a badge of honor to live life this way? And we wonder why so many of us are in a constant state of panic and anxiety. Chasing one thing after another but never feeling like we are getting anywhere. On that hamster wheel and always ending up at the same unfulfilling place. It’s time to reevaluate our values and what is important to us. Our health? or pleasing the outside world? Showing the outside how “great” we are because we people please our way through life while inside we are dying to feel free, we want to say No sometimes but don’t know how to. How do we live with more ease, present in presence, with more peace?

Begin by really taking stock of one day and see how present you truly are (if that is too much begin by looking at one hour). And when you find yourself running around like a dog chasing it’s tail, stop, pause and breath. Learn to say “No, thank you” to things that are depleting you (“NO” is a full sentence, we do not always have to give a long drawn out explanation as to why we don’t want to go somewhere or do something that is only going to add more stress to our lives). The old narrative is changing to a more freeing one, where it is okay to put ourselves first without it feeling selfish, in fact it’s self care.

I lived in this state of chaos for so long that the Universe had to stop me, literally lost my shit, knocked me down, coulnd’t speak, didn’t know what the heck was going on, I became helpless, like a baby that had to be held and reminded that I am whole and complete just for being me, I am enough. If my children weren’t there to intervene and make a call to a family member I have no idea where I would be today. Don’t wait until the Universe knocks you down and gives you a wake up call that may be your last.

Begin saying yes to yourself, learn to love yourself, take time for self and get to know the true you.

Contact me for a healing session, to talk, or receive guidance from your highest aspect of self and guides. Go to the healing section on my site above to begin. Or you can text me at 407-914-4947 or email me at joyfullyawakebyvivianhawker@gmail.com to get started.

Get Heart Centered &Connect to the Intuitive Mind

In the unified field of consciousness that connects us all, through our free will we can choose love, peace and joy or fear, judgement and anger. Yes there are events, experiences in our life that lead us to feel emotions that have us feeling fearful constricted but in those moments how do we choose to perceive what is happening? Is it happening to us or for us? Are we looking to learn and grow or stay stuck in the fear? Our thoughts can spiral out of control playing out fear based stories but if we can take a moment drop into our hearts and lead from this space we can feel expanded.

Knowing now our emotions are very real and my belief is there is no right or wrong way to handle a situation. Sometimes very necessary to feel it, head on not run away from our feelings. They are showing us something, wanting us to ask, “why are you here again?” Wait, be still for a moment and listen for the answer. It’s when we pretend for to long and have no true connection to our truth that we put to the side, judge ourselves for not being tough enough, call ourselves cry babies, because we were told we should just get over things. Yes I do not think it serves to stay in fear of past events but if we can allow ourselves to feel, say I feel you, acknowledge, it can’t take hold of us in the way we have let in the past. Because we are all ascending, transforming, when we choose to not deal with our emotions this is an old paradigm that will not work anymore.

What I have been shown is everything I’ve pushed away avoided feeling and didn’t want to feel old emotions that surfaced and I was forced to face. As the veil gets thinner we may all be forced to face the things we pushed away so that we can finally live in a more heart centered way, where we allow our intuitive mind to do the thinking, our hearts because that is where it’s real. Our hearts do not lie, once we heal our broken heart we will feel that oneness, that connection to all.

Follow your intuition

Writing is one of the greatest ways I can express my creativity, it’s one of the ways I connect with the highest aspect of self. The way the words come out faster than I can write at times. I do a lot of inspired writing, some call it automatic writing. Where you allow the words to flow through you instead of trying to control what comes out. Through mindfulness, meditation and other tools and practices I have tapped into my gift of intuition, given the most beautiful and funny messages at times. And this is something everyone can do, in the beginning I suggest the best way to receive that free flow of inspired writing is right after meditation when you are still in your heart, centered and grounded. As I began my 11th journal this is what was written through me:

Here we go again, another book (journal)? This time I will have it all organized but they are my thoughts, feelings, revelations, messages, tools, meditations, affirmations, my sanity, how do I organize all of that and more? I called in “FOCUS” and heard a voice say “Are you ready to begin?”….I had to laugh because Focus was very….well…. FOCUSED! I hear, amongst other intuitive gifts so I can call in just about any part of me and probably hear, feel or sense that part that has been called on. Compiled all these pieces of self is “me”, in trying to figure out who I am, why I am the way I am, how did I transform from a person that made fun of people like me (judging in all kinds of ways) to now very aware, wanting, needing to know how to take these gifts, creativity, humor, energy and serve. Surrender, let go but also become the co-creator of my life while going with the flow. I hear “Read the books! To create yet another one and not have reviewed 1-10, C’mon, keep this one as the book of tools”.

Again I am clairaudient so I hear parts of me, as well as other sounds with my psychic hearing. But even if you can’t hear with your spiritual ear yet, you can feel, sense or know. Follow your inner GPS system, figure out how you receive that pure loving all knowing intuitive guidance. Do you feel relaxed, ask a question and the answer pops in your head right away, get a tingling feeling on the top of your head, through you body, (hairs on your arms stand up), feel your heart expand, feel inspired a moment of relaxed yet excitement like you have to jump into action. Sit still and breathe, ask your guides or highest self what would yes feel like for me and what does no feel like? Whether you realize it or not you are intuitive, we all are and however you receive your internal guidance, your “YES” when you are in flow, in alignment with all that is, your inner creative joyful, loving, all knowing genius within, when you are connected to the higher power within you, it is the light bulb switch that lights up energies and gives you your full body Yes! Follow it see where it takes you.